Maybe you have already hear this question, "Why bad things happened to good people?" Many theories explain some answers. I do not intend to talk about that in this passage. Maybe this writing just like sparks in my mind. Come from my depression when I see the injustice in life. I feel exhausted because too much violence, harm and tricky politics in this world. Thus, my question is why bad people exist in this world? Why God does not demolish them?
You may say that I do not have love because thinking something bad to them. Nevertheless, the psalms in the Bible also said and felt the same things like me. I just try to be honest to myself and my God. I am sad and really angry. Sometimes, I hesitate God's love and mercy. Is divine intervention really exist?
I am not the strongest person in this world. Although I work as a pastor, I struggle with so many spiritual questions. My heart is broken into million pieces every time I hear some words: forgiveness, trust to His time, etc. I can not stand to finish my writing now. In a deep sorrow and sadness, I just want to feel God's eternal peace.
Hold me tight oh Lord,
although I still can not understand this process.
Hold me tight oh Lord,
although I still can not accept this condition.
Hold me tight oh Lord,
although I still do not know Your will.
Hold me tight oh Lord,
although I am trapped in my anger and disappointed
Hold me tight
Hold me tight
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