Grandma, I can't sleep since one weeks ago. I just miss you in my daily life. The distance between us, and a lot of activities I had to do, sometimes become a barrier to meet you. I miss the moment when you fed me in the past time. I miss the moment when you walked with me in the beach... I miss the moment when you "put2" myself. I really miss......
Now, you are lying down in your bed. You struggle in your sickness. You can't eat well. You can't sleep well. Truly, I feel the different felling, in the former time when I meet you, one week ago. I really know, you miss to go to the Father's hope. I know you really tortured. I can't cry in front of you. I know your burdens. I don't want to put more burdens in your heart.
I don't know what will happened to you. I don't know what God will do to you. But, you shall know that I really love you in a deep tension. I never ready to suffer from loosing you. I never ready... never... never... But, I don't want to see you suffering more than that. So, I really love you in a tensions.
Father, help me to still love her in this deep tensions.
I really love you grandma, the one whom I really love in this world.
I really love you...
I really love you...
I really love you...
I really really love you....
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